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[ 18th Jun 7 pm ] |
I've been trying to apply more taoist-buddhist teachings in my life recently.
I was first inspired by a friend and I even told him that, and that I will try my best to follow in his footsteps as they say. As a result of this, I've been trying my best to laugh things off, more than I normally do.
And now, I face a predicament.
I feel anger. Anger that I do not like feeling.
I know that I should be kind and patient about these things, but recent crazy events have shown me that keeping your anger or some other negative emotions inside will not lead to any good, and may even lead to a nervous breakdown (or even a tumor, they say) in the future.
Then, yesterday, this message came to me -
If you have to force yourself to be kind, to love, to feel compassion, you've missed the first step of filling in your own self with these emotions.
I know I should not let things that I read take control of my life, but, I must say, all this now confuses me. I don't want any BV (bad vibes) in my life right now, or ever. But what is it really that I need to do for me to be at peace with myself?
Is it a step by step thing?
A. You have to be kind and patient.
B. You cannot force yourself to be kind, to love, and to feel compassion for it would not be true.
C. You shouldn't keep your emotions bottled up inside.
Which comes before which?
How is it to let go of your anger without actually letting it go - out there in the open?
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[ 21st May 3 am ] |
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when people try to figure me out,
cause i don't even try to.
i hate it more
when people think they've figured me out,
cause i don't even think i have.
the tendency is to resent and grow apart.
last time, it even led to abolition.
CAREFUL, BE.
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| for the first time in years and years and years, i plan to spend valentines - single :) |
[ 27th Jan 2 pm ] |
woohoo! kinda excited :))
Do you still have feelings for your ex?
wait. let's see in a couple of days.
Have you ever been given roses?
yes. i hate roses. lilies :)
What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
ooh does edward scissorhands count? sweet november then
How many times have you honestly been in love?
what? why honestly? is there a fake kind?
Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
nu-uh!
Whats your current problem?
boys are the problem all the time :)) seriously, gaining freedom - how to and should i.
Have you ever had your heart broken?
ofcourse.
Long Distance Relationships?
no way. fairview and makati is already long distance in my book.
Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?
malamang. that's why there are boyfriends.
Do you believe the statement, "Once a cheater always a cheater"?
ugh. omygod i hate this question. seriously. from the looks of things - yes.
How many kids do you want to have?
3?
What is(are) your favorite color(s)?
this question is lost. the answer is apple green.
Do you know that snails do not have permanent gender?
really? i wish i was a snail.
Do you believe you truly only love once?
ofcourse not.
Imagine you're 79 and your spouse just died, would you get re-married?
will i even reach 79? haha ofcourse! ako pa!
At what age did you start noticing the opposite sex?
day one haha or was it in kindergarten?
What song do you want to hear at your wedding?
i haven't got a clue. just make him play something for me.
Do you know someone who likes you?
loaded question grabe too dangerous to answer :))
Do you like anyone?
hi. i'm sandy.
Are you currently in love?
no. potato.
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[ 22nd Jan 11 am ] |
i bitch.
i laugh.
i drink some more.
i tell.
i listen.
i drink some more.
i create.
i destroy.
i drink some more.
i'm fucked up
but i'm happier this way
...than ever before.
(umiinom ako. yun lang yun. tama na drama. tama na reklamo.)
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| i could care less. |
[ 31st Dec 5 pm ] |
that's my one and only resolution for everything this 2009.
happy new year :)
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| the best and the rest of 2008 |
[ 19th Dec 12 pm ] |
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i got this from xian. reposting it cause some of it made me cry - of many different reasons.
The Best And The Rest 89 July 11, 2008 →
The Top Ten Signs That You’ve Found Your One True Love
- Jill - When you find romance in the routine.
- Grace - Despite all the new technology, he still sends me snail mail; he’s been doing that for the past 4 years.
- Mockbuster - He leaves skid marks in his undies all the time, but you wash them anyway.
- Scuderia - When you’d rather not sleep because reality is far better than your dreams.
- No name - I’m married. Met another woman. Fell madly in love and had a 2-1/2 yr affair. My wife told me to do what I needed to, to be happy. Ended affair. My wife, my one true love.
- GeLengZan - I married the man who is the exact opposite of everything I thought I wanted in a man.
- Doorknob - When you hear the word, “home”, what comes to mind is not a place, but that person.
- Mockbuster - After 8 years of being together, I still find myself smiling just by looking at him.
- No name - If he’s your strength AND your weakness.
- Maynman - When you buy Chickenjoy and your first instinct is to give her the crispy skin. When that happened to me and I gave it to her, I was shocked myself!
- Hapihenri - When you found someone you never thought you always wanted.
- Kobe Kong - The moment I saw her, I instantly knew that I won’t be spending my life alone and unhappy.
- Estranged - If you find yourself compromising your dreams just so he could achieve his.
- Dongster - If she still loves you even if you used to work as a “reflexologist”.
- TReiz - When you’ve met someone who infuriates you, yet you can’t stop thinking about them.
- SPY Shadow - If, when you showed him your picture when you were still a man, and he nonchalantly answered, “So?”
- Mr. Perk - Pag sinabi na niyang, “Pare, iiwan ko na si Mare.”
- Dru - If a certain female DJ outs you on national radio, but you really don’t mind because having him in your life was so worth all the embarrassment.
- Estrellita - If he makes you feel like you’re the most beautiful woman in the world, even if you’re not.
- Jose de vengenge/Geyp - Love sucks. True love swallows.
July 10, 2008 → The Top Ten Last Words Of A Virgin - Maximo/Design8ed Driver/Ronwaldo/Manoy/Abel - Inside a bus, a bunch of armed men went onboard and said at gunpoint: Holdaper: “Lahat ng babae gagahasain!” Young Girl: “Maawa na po kayo! Reypin niyo na lahat, wag lang ang lola ko!” Lola: “Che! Epal tong batang to! Di mo ba siya narinig, lahat daw rereypin! LAHAT!”
- Tcams - “Pare wag…wag yan…may lotion sa drawer…”
- Atty Cabs - “Hep, hep, sabi mo hahawakan ko lang?”
- Jamfong - Holdaper: “Holdap to!” Girl: “SAKL0L0! Rape! Raaape!” Holdaper: “Teka, bakit rape? Ang sabi ko holdap to!” Girl: “Eto naman…nagsu-suggest lang naman…”
- MNEMONIC - Sa mga old maid na about to do it, bagay ang kantang: “Bakit ngayon ka lang dumating sa buhay ko, pilit binubuksan ang sarado ko ng pu…”
- Alem - “Dont! Stop! Dont! Stop! Don’t stop…don’t stop…”
- Rogie - Girl: “Idedemanda kita ng 2 counts of rape!” Boy: “Bakit 2 counts? Eh isang beses lang naman kita ginalaw ah!” Girl: “Ay bakit, hindi na ba tayo uulit?”
- Mr. Perk - “Free taste! Free taste, po!”
- MMR - THOUGHT FOR TODAY: “Do not worry about avoiding sexual temptations. As you get older, they start avoiding you.” HAHAHA. TANGINA MATAMAAN SANA.
- bottom dweller - “Huwag! Huwag! Hayup ka! Tarantado! Taran…taran…taraaaaap!”
- Sc - “Sabi mo parang kagat lang ng langgam…masarap pala kumagat ang langgam…”
- Dru - “Wag po, koya! Di ako si Enday! Si Dodong aku!”
- Jun13 - “Puwede daliri ko muna gamitin ko, for practice?” (A sushi virgin, about to eat sushi for the very first time trying to use chopsticks.)
- No name - A girl was so quiet on her wedding night that the next day, her family asked why she was so silent. The girl answered, “Eh diba sabi niyo, don’t talk when your mouth is full?”
- Ynaki - “Come and get it, walang pangit sa virging galit!”
- Jose de vengenge - Girl: “Ako ba ang unang babaeng dinala mo dito?” Boy: “Oo naman, dati kasi puro lalaki…”
- Rogie - Koya: “Di mo sinabi sa kin…first time mo pala?” Yaya: “Hende po koya, elong ko yan…”
June 27, 2008 →
The Top Ten Things To Say To A Stinky Person - Alaric - “Amoy kang paa na binabad sa baha, na tinuyo sa pilit, habang nasa loob ng sapatos na may amag na bulok!”
- Geyp - “Sana pag sinasabi mong may ‘asim’ ka pa, sana hindi yung literal…”
- Valkira - “Wow, yung amoy mo nambubugbog ng kulangot!”
- Pink Strawberry - “I know what you ate last summer.”
- The Designated Driver - “Dahil sa yo, na-confirm ko na magkarugtong nga ang puwet at ang bibig!”
- No name - From our P.E. teacher: “Uy, nangangalmot ang amoy mo ha!”
- Rodel - “Pare, sino pa yung presidente nung huling ligo mo?”
- No name - “Ang bangis ng amoy mo, tumatambay sa ilong! Nagdiya-diyaryo na, nagkakape pa!”
- No name - Man 1: “Pare, umutot ka?” Man 2: “Hindi, nag-burp lang.”
- Pabzpogi - “May kaamoy kang artista…si Smellany Marquez!”
- Jose de vengenge - “Uy pare hulaan ko fave song mo! ‘Insensitive’. Eh sakin hulaan mo. ‘Barely Breathing’.”
- Athanatos/Gibo - “Ang breath mints mo ba ay ‘the seven dwarves’? Paki check nga, parang patay na yung isa…”
- JB - “Pare, ipagmalaki mo yang putok mo, pinagpawisan mo yan eh!”
- Loipogi/Guelmytes/Hanazawa Rui/Fat One - After someone burps: “Hulaan ko ulam mo kanina…hmmm…ebak?”
- Astroboy - “Daig ng hininga mo ang utot ko!”
- Jet - “Miss, anong shampoo mo, ‘Gee Your Hair Smells’?”
- SPY Shadow - “Alam ko ang favorite band ng kilikili mo — Garbage!”
- Geyp - “Para kang labanos…maputi, pero amoy utot.
June 26, 2008 →
The Top Ten Bitch Quotes - Tippi - On the first day of the Mango sale, the sister of my friend was looking around and picked up a dress when a woman at the counter started screaming,”Put that down, that’s mine!” The sister of my friend looked up, looked at the woman up and down, raised an eyebrow, and replied, “Excuse me. You are NOT a ’small’”
- Maximo - A supervisor once told a worker who has difficulty in understanding instructions, “Ang ulo, hindi lang yan pinapatong sa leeg, ginagamit din yan sa pagiisip.”
- Springturns - A friend told another friend, “Naku, magma-makeup muna ako, baka magmukha akong yaya mo.” The other friend replied, “Wag na, magmumukha ka lang yaya ko na naka-makeup.” MAJINBU THIS IS SO PERFECT FOR YOU. AND NO, I WASN'T THE ONE WHO GAVE YOU THAT NICKNAME. :))
- Bennett - I told my then boyfriend during a fight, “Even on your smartest day, you’re not half as smart as I am on my dumbest!”
- Riverbanks - “Ako, I was born beautiful. Ikaw, you were just born.”
- Astroboy - A letter posted on a car windshield in UP: “Sir/madam, the parkng space that we have reserved is for the College Secretary, not for you. Guard.”
- Shining - When I saw friend I haven’t seen in a long time, she told me, “Grabe, lalo ka pang tumaba!” So I told her, “Ikaw din, lalo ka pang pumangit!”
- Eylek - Pag sinisingitan ako sa pila, nagpaparinig ako. I say, “Ang pilang ito, according to beauty. Mga panget muna.”
- Gorgeous Bitch - “Unlike you, tinuruan ako ng mga magulang ko na hindi pumatol sa may asawa.”
- Jose de vengenge - From the movie She’s The Man: “Girls with an ass like mine don’t go out with boys with a face like yours.”
- Joe - “Maliban sa mukha mo, ano pang problema mo?”
- Anfernee - I once told an officemate who kept on bragging about her new shoes, “Sale, right?”
- Pong Pagong - I pointed a “7 items or less” sign to a clueless pasosyal at the supermarket. She bitchily answered, “I can read!” Sabay irap. So I shot back with, “I know, but can you count?”
- Astroboy - “Tuwing nakikita kita, gusto ko mag-sorry sa eyes ko.”
- Dru - “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to be bitchy. It’s an involuntary reaction whenever I encounter ugly people.”
- Astroboy - Man: “Hey baby, what’s your sign?” Woman: “Do not enter.”
- Astroboy - Man: “how do you like your eggs in the morning?” Woman: “Unfertilized.”
- Aeon- After receiving her pay slip and realizng how much she’s paying for tax, a sosyal officemate exclaimed, “Ang mga poor ba nagbabayad din ng tax?”
- Riverbanks - During a hike at Mt. Mayon, we had a maarte companion. When we ran out of water, our guide got us some from a ntural spring. The maarte girl said, “Dini-drink ba yan?” I told her, “Bakit, sa inyo ba ang water chinu-chew?”
- Noel - Overheard from 2 kids talking. Kid 1: “Lahat tayo galing kay Adam and Eve.” Kid 2: “Hindi yan totoo. Sabi ng papa ko, galing tayo sa unggoy.” Kid 1: “Hindi natin pinag-uusapn ang pamilya mo, kaya wag kang magulo!” TALINO TALAGA NG MGA BATA. FAVORITE!
- Loipogi - A friend told his officemate: “I’m impressed. I’ve never encountered such a small mind inside such a big head before.”
- Pachuchay - Bading: (envying a girl na crush ng crush nya) “Isang butas lang ang lamang mo sa kin!”
- ACER - I was staring at an ugly bystander in their street. The ugly guy snapped, “Bakit ang sama mo makatingin?” I snapped back, “Eh bakit ang sama mo tignan?”
- Persh - A friend once told me, “Ang ganda mo!” I answered: “Thank you, sana ikaw rin…”
- Jose de vengenge - I told this to an ex: “I must admit you brought religion to my life. I never believed in hell till I met you.”
- Gorgeous Bitch - “When a cashier tells me she doesn’t have change, I say: “And…kaninong problema yun?”
- Em-em Unggoy - “Kung lahat ng tao galing sa unggoy, bakit ikaw, mukha kang kabayo?
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| twilight, pare. |
[ 8th Dec 12 pm ] |
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Kasi pare ganito daw yun. may isa daw babae na hot daw pare. pero maputla siya kasi hindi siya inalagaan ng nanay niya pare. tapos pare emo daw siya kasi nga daw hindi siya mahal ng mundo at para siyang patay na bata na galit sa mundo. tapos pare, lumipat daw siya ng tirahan kasi daw masyado daw siyang emo para sa luma niyang tirahan. sabi niya sa nanay niya "tangina mo nay gusto ko lumipat kay tay". tangina pare hindi nagalit nanay niya. sabi lang ng nanay niya "tangina mo pare wag ka magmura". so lumipat siya sa tatay niya di ba? pagkarating niya dun sabi niya, "tangina erpat bakit maulan dito?" sabi ng erpat niya "gago "bur" months na! malamig na tangena". so nagtaka yung babaeng simula ngayon ay tatawagin na lang nating "babaeng maputla at emo". so pumasok siya sa school di ba? binigyan siya ng truck ng tatay niya pare. sabi ng tatay niya "tangina mo sa'yo na tong truck ko". sabi niya "salamat tay". pagkarating niyang school tsong, may nakita siyang lalaking mukhang bangkay pero pogi. sakto. pogi pero mukhang bangkay. sabi ni babaeng maputla at emo "hot pare". nung chem lab na ni babaeng maputla at emo, natagpuan niyang lab partner niya yung poging bangkay. so nung tinignan siya nung poging bangaky, ang asim ng mukha nito. mukhang nandiri ata kay babaeng maputla at emo. sabi ni poging bangkay "tangina mo". sabi ni babaeng maputla at emo "tangina KA". sabi ni poging bangkay "tangina NIYA oh *tumuro sa teacher nila*". sabi ni babaeng maputla at emo "oo nga noh. TANGINA MO". sabi ni poging bangkay "tangina mo gago bampira ako". tapos naghubad siya ng damit at kumintab ang katawan niya kasi linagyan niya ng glitters ang abs niya kasi tigas siya at ganun na ang mga tigas ngayon na nagpupuntang emba. so pare na in love si babaeng maputla at emo kay poging bangkay. si poging bangkay naman sige lang kasi sex din daw yun. so ayun. angshweet shweet nila. "eow poh... ahihihihi" "bebe mwahugz,..... ^^," so tapos nun nagpunta sila sa damuhan kasi.... alam mo na. tapos sabi ni poging bangkay "ikaw na buhay ko ngayon" sabi ni babaeng maputla at emo "tangina mo gago patay ka na". sabi ni poging bangkay "TANGINA KA". tapos nagsex sila so basically pare yun lang yung mga importanteng nangyari sa buong storya. intense noh? kaya pala nahhook lahat ng tao.
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